i realised, its such a shame to lose you but, maybe its something i deserved.

At times it felt like we have known each other very well but at times, you are so much like a stranger to me. stranger in a way that i feel i don't really know whats within you sometimes. what has happened for the past 20months that we spent? it felt so strong but yet so weak after all.

Today marks the day of separation. the drawing of line between you & me.
from all the memories that we shared, thank you.
i wasn't worthy of you.

6 more months and i will be through..

wait for me, civilian life..

Someone recently told me that my life has been too rushed and i should slow down and look at the world. Now, i finally agree. its time to slow down and take a look at the world, the ugly side of the world. the past few weeks, I've been dealing with sarcasms & depression. i felt really depressed deep down but i had no one to turn to and so, i kept it within me. towards them, i act like i couldn't care but it really affected me, a lot..

How funny.. the usual me would usually brushed it off with "words doesn't hurt!" but look at the way i am now, behaving like a weakling. why am i even feeling these way. i should have known that those guys aren't even my friends. those words shouldn't even get into me. maybe a part of me agree with what they say but like i said, humans are selfish. I too, am selfish so why are they even feel making a big deal out of it.

I've got enough of their nonsensical childish act. i won't let them have their way anymore. I'll be stronger than before.

True friends, they've always been there for me. i thank all of you.. all your presence makes me who i am right now. Thank you.

another year spending my birthday in camp again. boo.

happy birthday to me..

after coming this far. 15months, 450 days. i'm passing out as a Naval Diver! hooya!

i passed my TP test for BIKE!!!!!

my to-be-new bike...
heh..