tons of things to pen down. It's always problems between us. I'm taking a break from this scene. It's time for some personal journal.

The day feels different without you. I miss something from you but I don't know what made you this way but since it's your decision, I guess we are back to strangers.

I've made the right choice. leaving you was the best decision!

I don't know why you did that but it pissed me off totally. Either you don't picked up the call or you picked up for 1 second and hanged up and never answer again. Whatever it is.. you do whatever you want. That's it. I've had enough of it.

When you are together with someone, you are dating. When you are dating, that someone is a date.

When you are busy at work, you don't have time to reply SMSes. You reply to SMSes when only you are not busy.

Am i right to say that?


Emotions are not something you can control. You can call me self-centered or heartless but I just feel neutral when things happen. I don't feel exceptionally happy or upset. Maybe I do but just after a short period and I don't want to brood over it. Why is it a must when there is a break up, 2 person must feel sad together? Isn't there a saying that goes, "Get over it"? But why can't I apply that in my life lest I feel upset?

Everything feels different but i will get used to it..

I'm puzzled why i am seem as a negative person in your eyes and i always believe its under the influence by your childish friend but since you already have this bad opinion on me, I have no need to further explain for myself.

Just for your info, I have never treated you as POST-IT for goodness sake. If i ever see you as that, I wouldn't care about you. I would have leave long ago.

I guess i am a quitter myself. I'm afraid of quarrels. I'm tired of quarrels. I'm not meant to be in a relationship. I can't be a good boyfriend.

Good luck in finding your prince charming in white but not a rotten horse like me.